March.6.2013 ~Again

I'm at it again. Just not myself or anything. I have lost all interest in everything. I've been cutting again just to let all my frustrations out. I am ashamed of myself. I promised myself i would never do this again and yet look at me now. I am just a fucking mess, I don't know how much more of this bullshit i can take. I would ask for help but no one around here would. They are too 'Up' there and shit to. I just want to cry and scream and wash away. I am just not me

November.8.2012 ~Shit

Ah today was such a shitty day. Not even kidding. We had a fire drill today and it was so cold out. I couldn't feel my legs (my fault for wearing skinny's). But still so cold out.

Any who...

It was a crappy day. Got into a good fight with my dad. Joy right. and we NEVER fight or anything. we really don't talk for that matter. Hmm that's why i found it so strange.
But i shall be going since im grounded and shouldn't be writing this right now lol. I'll write soon

xoxoxo Love ya

November 7 2012 ~ I'm back again..

Well hello guys ^.^ i'm back again lol so anyway...

Today was a calm day. thank goodness im so stressed right now it's not even funny. school and stuff just ugh. so it was calm. didn't really so much. hmm.. but now home on the other hand i don't even want to get started. lately ive just been getting into more fights with my mom. i don't like when we do that but it's just something that happens. lately everything has just been idk not normal for me. but honestly whatever i guess

But im off to bed now ^.^ write again soon

XOXOXO Love Ya

September 21 2012 ~What a day

Today was kinda idk abit of everything anf everywhere.

First of all when i woke up i was really cranky and sick xP (im fine now) but anywho it seemed like everyone was bitching at me or something so i would bitch right back. School sucked that's for sure

When i got home i had a nap and i was fine (came home early today) :) i was happy as happy one could be LMAO XD until...i found out my mom was going on a trip with her co-workers and that i will be home alone by myself for 2 weeks -.- yeah pooy

But hey PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!! anywho that was pretty much it for today ^.^ Now im all comfy in my pj's writing this and then off to read!!


XOXOXOXO Love You All

September 18 2012 ~I sick day

Yeah so today was a sick day. Didn't feel good what so ever. very ill xP Alothough i did play minecraft all day lol and drunk lots of water which is good for me but yeah.

Hmm... So how is everybody? ^.^

XOXOXOXO Love You All

Here's me ^.^

XOXOXO Here you guys go ^.^ New pic of moi

September 15 2012 ~Don't wanna be a hoe

XD So i was just listening to BOTDF lol that is why i have that in mt title lol

Anywho...
Today was okay. Very boring but okay. Did lots of reading and played some games hmmm yeah. You know solitaire and black jack lol good games right?!?!?! :P Yes they are very good games. Other then that a very boring day i say. OH OH OH OH xD Ill be posting a new pic of me tomorrow lol so you guys can see But im off cause i really have nothing else to say

XOXOXO Love You All