March.6.2013 ~Again

I'm at it again. Just not myself or anything. I have lost all interest in everything. I've been cutting again just to let all my frustrations out. I am ashamed of myself. I promised myself i would never do this again and yet look at me now. I am just a fucking mess, I don't know how much more of this bullshit i can take. I would ask for help but no one around here would. They are too 'Up' there and shit to. I just want to cry and scream and wash away. I am just not me