the only thing that is keeping me happy right now is chris. if he wasen't here ..... u could guess.
mom and dad are both bein insulting fat bitches >=( i JUST CANT TAKE IT!!!!!!!!! i thought one of them was bad but both of them i just wanna die :/
yelling and screaming. laughing and hateing. :( why do i have the worste perents ever... why do i. im really considering running away from all this bullshit. but then i think of chris and how it wouldn't be fair if i left. :( i don't know what to do anymore.
i thought i just could shut it out and ignore it. but now i just cut this pain away. and watch the sorrow pour out.
life is just not treating me right. why is that. idk really and i think ill never know honestly. :( its just so upseting how i am treated.
i know what your thinking oh boo hoo who cares. and you know what u dont have to care. cause i want u to worry about yourself :) not me.
but i got to go. takeing in insults again :(
love u all <3 bye
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