today not the best day ever :/
woke up got dresssed went outside before my mom woke up and had a smoke. (only when im depressed). went back inside mom yelled at me so on so fourth.
sometimes i just wish i could vanish and see what she would do without anyone to yell at. that would be a interesting thing to see really. and honetly i don't think she could do it. in my opian anyways.
dinner came alone. it was all silent. not a single word out of her mouth or mine. witch is odd cause we could barly (well mom anyway) sit at a table together.
oh shit moms yelling again :( got to hide my wrists again.
be on soon. love ya all <3 bye
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