i didn't want to wake up this morrning cause i knew it would be a horiable day. and with my luck it was. :( it always is. witch i don't understand really.
well after my shower is when it all started. mom yelling at me cause i put a little bit of eyeliner on to complete what i was wearing.
"guys don't wear eyeliner. why in the hell are u fucking wearing eyeliner". thats all i heard over and over again. not the best start out to the day.
so knowing my mo she gave me a slap across the face and said "stupid emo". yes even my mom hates emos. maybe thats why she absoultly hates me. *sigh*
i went to my room and started to blast some BOTDF (blood on the dance floor) just to piss off my mom. but she went out like usally so i was alone again. but i like being alone so score for me.
i brought out my writting book and started to write a song about my life and how it kills me each and everyday.
and the one thing i hate and i mean hate about my mom is. she does not and i repeat dose not like gays. so another thing to add to my life.
but im out cause i swear im going to pass out right here. (not tired. blood lost). well be one as soon as i can.
<3 love you all
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